Friday, June 19, 2009

Late night thoughts, booze influenced...

I was sitting at the bar tonight, waiting to get paid, and I had ideas running through my head. Things I wanted to blawg about. Which in itself, is sad enough, really. But I forgot most of them. I think it was going to be a hypothetical letter to my parents, basically apologizing for not being successful. That is being harsh. But I'm drunk right now, so the self deprecation is on 11. I can say that the music has become more or less my job. It is not yet a career, but it is a job. Which isn't all bad. I feel like Will Ferrell in "Old School"-"I tried to join a gym, that's one thing."

Anyway, I would ramble if I could. Sometimes the booze gets me a ramblin'. But now, I'm getting nothing. So why am I posting? Because I'm drunk? Because I'm bored?

Yes.

1 comment:

Jamie Resch said...

it's so much a matter of achieving "success" that's important.. it's becoming a person of value.

and you're definitly that.
I'm sure your parents are very proud of you.